If it’s the last thing I do, I’m going to lose weight and start living a healthy life from this second forward.

I have put aside dieting and losing weight for so long now. I have let my health decline over a number of years. Back in 2006, I am nearing my ideal weight already. But because I had an excuse, getting heartbroken and all, I binged until I gained back double the 20 pounds I lost. Shame on me, I know.

But this year, August 2008 being my 30th year hear on earth, I would like to be able to celebrate on a healthy and slim body.

Bring on the healthy foods!

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There are days that I am extremely stressed out because of work. I go home tired, cranky and in a bad need of hot shower and whole body massage. I would think of going to a late night session at the spa near my home but when I rest my body on the easy chair, I could not make myself stand up and go out of the house again. I will just take a quick shower and go to sleep right away.

There are days when I feel like getting a Pacific Beach night life and party the night away! These are days when I feel so much energy that I can deliriously think of conquering the world.

These are two different moods I can be in a week. I am normally the second one, energetic, full of life, positive… but stress can really dampen your enthusiasm and your positive energy most of the time.

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I do not fear growing old. Besides being self sufficient, I know my siblings will not let anything bad happen to me should the day come I become invalid. But I know a lot of people who are afraid of each passing birthday. They count the years until they become a senior citizen and would be needing care from others. I have read some expert adult day care reviews and should the need arises I be put in a senior day care, then so be it. I know there are kind medical staff who will not hesitate to help a senior person. Yes, there are bad people much like in the movies. But there are more kind spirits out there.

Hey, maybe this is the optimist in me. But I would like to believe that there is an inherent goodness in each person I meet everyday of my life. Age is just a number. If you did good, it will go back to you no matter what.

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I love big cars. I would love to be able to have a Dodge Ram one of these days. I just need to be able to check that my savings will be more than enough to cover a down payment. Or the cost of a second hand car. I saw a Dodge Ram that I really like at SDDodge.com, car dealerships in san diego ca. You can see the photo of the blue Dodge Ram that I fell in love with. I am putting a photo printout of that car in front of my desktop. It will be a reminder of my goal to buy one within the year.

An older friend of mine told me that what she does when she really wants something badly is that she cuts out a photo or prints one of that particular object that she really wants to have. She will then paste it on a cardboard and will display it like a painting in her bedroom wall. Everyday when she wakes up, she immediately sees the photo and would be reminded to work hard to be able to buy it.

I will do the same with this car.

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This is so funny! Apparently, based on this Caffeine test, I am already a cracked out, paranoid person! Hahaha

Wanna try it?

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