Live Life

There comes a time in life when you finally realize there’s no point in worrying about the people in your past. There’s a reason they didn’t make it to your future!

I should always remember this. You should, too. We can only live so much in the past. If we keep on living there, we might find ourselves already in our death bed and our lives just passed us by.

Happy Sunday everyone!

Another year, another chance at living life.

May we all have a fantastic 2012! Make sure to learn from the past and prepare for the future. But don’t forget to live NOW!

Happy New Year to all!!!

On this day of your life… we believe God wants you to know … that you can find a moment of rest.

Life is full of busyness: work, family, friends, housework, the list goes on and on. Take a few minutes right now to let yourself just rest. Quiet your mind and let the silence relax your body.

I intend to do just that. Stop the life that is full of busyness. I intend to have a life full of quiet and happiness today!

Merry Christmas to all of you! May we all find the true meaning of Christmas today and every day of the rest of our lives!

Nobody’s perfect and I am the perfect example to that statement. I have my faults and I commit mistakes every other day. But even if I am like this, I’d like to think that the only one who can judge me is my Creator. The same way that with others, we also don’t have the right to judge them.

We are all battling our own demons. We all have battles in our lives. I believe this as I also have my own battles to win.

It just made me feel so darn guilty that I get annoyed over someone’s shallowness. And over someone from whom I asked a favor but hadn’t done her best to help me out. I will try my best not to get annoyed anymore and will forgive her NOW for not helping me out.

We all have our unique battles to fight and overcome. I hope you are winning yours.

This only means one thing… we should spend our life the best way possible. We cannot redo our life again like an exam. There isn’t an eraser for mistakes we made. If only life is that easy, I don’t think we’d need “regret” in our lives.

But such is life. Like a coin, once you spend, it’s done and over with.

Live life the best way you know how and enjoy every moment. Live without regrets.

Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up. You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already…

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy…….

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart. I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy. Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?

You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay? It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that when you’re awake, any more? I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait…

Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you! Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion. Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you! I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

Sometimes all it takes for a woman to see is an effort from the man to be with her and make her feel important and loved. Effort communicates a lot. It’s not all about the flashy and extravagant stuff. It can be a simple dinner somewhere, a good and long conversation, a shared joy for a discovery of something silly. It will all ultimately tell the woman that her man is worth it.

This old girl has learned along the way that in life everything is humanly possible if we only put our minds and hearts in it. There are various ways to achieve a goal or to reach a dream if we really want to. There are also so many excuses we can use if we are not wholehearted in our attempt to be successful. It is a matter of how much determination and how much perseverance we have in us that will determine the outcome of what we set out to do.

This old lady will be spending the weekend with flowers, sunshine and much love surrounding her!

I plan to go out today and have fun. The sun is shining down brightly. The flowers are all abloom! And this beating heart is filled with so much love. What else is there to complete a good day, huh?

Happy weekend! Go out and enjoy the sun!

I am only human. No matter how much I try to be positive, of course, there are days when the evil horns would come out and make its presence known. So how do I suppress it?

I go somewhere quiet. I try to empty my mind and heart of everything that’s in it. And then I think of all the positive things that happened to me and the ones that I am quite sure will happen.

It helps a lot, I tell you!